Week 53 - Lefagaoali'i
Man it's been a fat couple weeks! the zone leader life is definitely different that is for sure. we have our own proselytizing area and we actually are covering two different ones right now waiting for more missionaries. we are in the car mostly all day and instead of just thinking about my own area I now have to think about every area in the zone, logistics, leading, and a bunch of other responsibilities. i don't like the word overwhelming but I am definitely unsettled right now kinda like at the beginning of the mission. it is awesome though. i am learning a ton and i know that either the zone needs me, i need this calling, or both. It will definitely stretch me but that is definitely a good thing.
My new companion elder tiatia is awesome. his brother is actually serving in salt lake city and the funny thing is, he is companions with a guy from american samoa named mau gisa, who me and elder masuisui used to go with on splits all the time back last year in malaeimi. we love talking to each other about stuff that matters and we learn a lot from each other i feel like.
The other day last week i saw him reading, "spiritually anchored in unsettling times" by bruce hafen who i immediately recognized. I remember when i was having questions about my testimony about a year before my mission my dad gave me the books, "the broken heart" and the "believing heart" by bruce hafen and I absolutely loved them. I don't know how mature I was back then but I was mature enough for those books to have a big effect on me. Immediately i wanted to read the book that tiatia had and i don't know if you guys have read it before but I started to read it and now i am almost done. but it has been incredible to read it and reflect back on my life on how I have gained my own testimony. It has so many amazing insights on how testimony is sparked and developed and man just reading it has helped me to make sense of long time feelings and thoughts i have had about testimony and conversion and most importantly sanctification.
I have learned so much on my mission, and honestly some things took much longer than i thought they would, but it gives more meaning to the scripture in ether 12:6..."you will have no witness until after the trial of you faith." I have realized now but am still trying to put into action the idea that faith isn't everything. Just knowing the gospel is true isn't going to get me anywhere if i don't act on that knowledge. Like a scripture i came across when studying the new testament for come follow me: 1 corinthians 13:2 i think it is. It says something like, "even if i were to have all the knowledge in the world, and all the faith even to move mountains, if i don't have charity i am nothing." I want to be more charitable and loving. These are all things that I am still coming to learn and know for myself but I am grateful for all i have learned up to this point.
I will give more updates on the work next week but my time is running out!! I love you all so much!
Elder Love
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Elder Tiatia and Elder Love...
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